No,
it's not a significant birthday, but thank you for asking - despite appearances
sometimes, I've still got quite a few years to go yet until the half century.
Daughter
has finished primary school. I appreciate
that this means nothing to some of you, but I'm guessing that for those of you
with children you can appreciate that this is quite significant for me.
It's
the end of an era. No more walking to
school and back every morning and afternoon - even though she's been more than
capable of doing this herself, I still went because I enjoyed talking to the
other Mums and Dads in the playground. Working
from home, this was often my only form of real human contact during the day.
No
more sports days, assemblies, fund raising events, driving back and forth to
various locations for performances or sporting events.
We
had the Leavers' Assembly. The children
sang sad songs. They showed a Powerpoint
presentation of various things, and they had photos of when they started in
Reception.
I
blubbed. No, more than that - I audibly
sobbed. Children turned round to see
what the choking noise was, while my husband and my friend's husband sitting
the other side of me shuffled awkwardly in their seats and looked mildly embarrassed.
I
reached for a tissue, I wiped my eyes and nose - still the children
stared. Then they started crying too.
My
husband said to me: "Stop crying,
you're making the other kids cry too!"
But
I couldn't help it. I daren't look up at
the stage where my daughter was sitting with her friends. I didn't want her to see me cry as I thought
it would set her off too.
When
it was finally over she came across to where I was sitting, trying to compose
myself.
"Don't
worry Mum," she said, "You didn't start crying first, and you weren't
the worst either!"
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